The trajectory we did has meant a lot to me. What happened was unusual, I just surrendered to the process. Due to lung disease, I was mentally stuck and I felt uncertain and insecure. My business was going well, but I started to have doubts about everything. I wondered whether my clients still needed me. I noticed that I started to lose grip, e.g. I felt terrified when I wanted to record videos for social media. It bothered me that I was no longer the person I used to be. Now I know that the illness I have to deal with does not change me; it shapes me. The fire has really started again!